Dear J

It has been a while but hey , I haven't forgot about this site , instead coming up with an excuse, I believe it would be more appropriate to justify my absence.

Justification : I have my own life

Believe or not J , now has a life of her won which requires responsibility and 100% attendance as she is 17 now and any girl of her age will try to make a way out of this world as any girl of her age would. But she is different .. And so inexplicable and sometimes even for me is hard to explain it , so the purpose of this blog as for now on it would be that if we cannot explain by telling the truth straight forward it , we have to hide the truth through this story .

We are going to use this blog as a mantle.

Dear J, this it would be a letter for you,

Hey, how are you , how are you holding up ? Are you okay ?

I guess I will never hear from you but I am here, no matter if you will see this or not..

Sometimes is just as easy to ask someone 'How are you holding up , How is life for you ' then just walk away , ignore them and pretend nothing is happening around you...

There would always be people that will just not care about you, everyone has a life believe or not...

But, if you are lucky enough or God instantly decides that you somehow deserve some sympathy , it would give you someone that will be there for you to ask whatever, whenever.

But our J ?

We will never know who will show up for her out of nowhere.

We just have to keep our fingers crossed for her, it is sad, sometimes is just as depressing as this might sound , but , I never heard that flowers cry...

This does not have a certain ending, the ending might be different for each one of you , so take it as you like it or do not.