The past is practice

It has been a while since .. since I've been here ... I can't explain , lately I can't explain anything neither myself or my feelings . Maybe this isn't a web site where you can relieved yourself or tell your frustrations but it works with me .

Is pretty amazing of how my brain can face the world . Well people , let's start with the immortal stories !

Once , I looked across the street it was this young beautiful lady making me weak by looking into my eyes , leaving me empty by just throwing a look at me. I was scared so scared . I wasn't scared of her I was scared for her.

She was with a beautiful girl besides her .There was just them two , yeah ... just them two in the darkest place named "world"

She fight a lot for her baby , she was left by her family and husband like she left me with a dark mark into my soul .

She had to start everything again by her self , no one was there , the little girl was crying the mother was panicking as the time was passing as a row leaving the bow . Even she was so damn sad and depressed , I could see that she was happy , she was happy just having her baby besides her , I was impressed. But now ? what about now ? where is all of that happiness ??? Sometimes I blame the little girl , she took her mother"s happiness for good .. it was gone , every single mark of happiness . Such a egoist girl ! why ?// why ?

God wasn't merciful with her at all ! The young beautiful lady now was a damaged old lady .

I wished could something , but now is so late , too late ....That men , was there but for nothing just pain and tears , I could describe him as a monster but , at the end of everything he was a human too . Somewhere its says that love is supposed to be shared between lovers , but here , in this story the love wasn't love , love was transformed in obligations and a compulsory living . that women was my hero since I ve saw her that day . She was the strongest human I ever could saw . She did a lot for that little girl which now that girl is not little anymore . The good part of this story ... is that somehow is know that the "little "girl will be prepared soon to revenge her mother . Along the time so much hate inside her has been bond together ! God be with us for the evil which is about to come !